Ok, I said in my last blog how I hadnt been on here for a while, well, as most of you have no doubt noticed, so I will try to explain

In time, with prozac and things kicking in, I wouldnt say I recoverd from the derpession, as I doubt any one recovers from it, but I moved on from the very bad phase I had been going through. It was a time Id rather not be in, so any way to hide my self from where i had been seemed very appealing, and DA was one of them. It was a great help in that period, don't get me wrong, the ability to open up on line was wonderful, and to have the support of all of you was lovely, but its still a time Id rather not go back too. Well, in time, I've come back, knowing I cant hide myself away from here for ever, well, I could, but I didnt want too. So, yes, I hope that makes snese to why I was away for so long.

On other notes - my laptops just died on me, so Im unable to update pics for a few days, by the end of the week I should have a computer linked up hopefully - so I should soonish have at least one picture up for you How ever - 70 hour work weeks arent helping me find time to take any

Phil X